Limbo

Limbo is an awful place to be...

I have a lot riding on whether or not I'm accepted into a graduate program. I'm a little bummed that I still haven't heard anything. I called the school and they said that I should know on or around April 15. That's a week from now, and I already feel like I've waited long enough. Here is why I'm dying to know:

I want to register for classes.
I want to know if it's worth all the sweat to try to get an assistantship... it would feel like a waste to do all that work and find out it was for nothing.
I need to know if my student loans are going to be deferred because Neil and I are planning on taking out a mortgage...
I want to know if I should start looking for a full time job with my Bachelor's degree.
I want to know if I should start preparing for being a college student again.
I need to be able to plan the rest of my life!!!

How come they can't just tell me already? :(